Crossrow and the Haustorium; the Grove of the Green Immortals and the Tomb of Lies; the Yeshiva Tigris and the Monastery of the Fifth Cup; the Invisible Serapeum and the Labyrinth of Lions; and here.

hello, if you're here rn for some reason, this is a massive wip, come back at some nebulous point in the future lol

hello! welcome to my little corner of the web. i'm bernie, or sydney, or you can just call me the librarian. i use they/them pronouns, and i'm an adult, though i'd rather not get any more specific than that.

i am very queer. a few of my labels include greyaromantic, demisexual, polyamorous, nonbinary, and sungender. i'm also very neurodivergent and mentally ill, though i'm not going to share any of those specifics as readily (you'll just have to figure it out from how i act lol).

one thing i will share is that i'm autistic! my special interest for the past two and a half years has been alterhumanity (more specifically spiritual fictionkinity, though i'm interested in anything on the topic), and my hyperfixations fall under a similar umbrella; i'm usually hyperfixating on whatever media my current kinshift(s) are from. for the past year or so, it's been the scp mythos with a side of the project moon games (lobotomy corporation, library of ruina, and limbus company). i don't really have a space to talk about that, so i suppose that's what this website is for?

i'm a writer who struggles to write, probably because of the compounding mental illnesses and all that, you know how it is. i'm also alterhuman, primarily spiritual fictionkin - my primary kintypes are a moth, an artificial intelligence, the glaeterfleoge-kind of the carapace cross, and the twice-born from book of hours. if you can't tell, the secret histories universe is a deeply important source to me, so i'll probably be talking about it a lot!